April 22, 2008
i was right before
People are ass and only a rare few really matter. Some because they are birthed to your continuum of loved ones and others because they have been chosen. I chose Dan. He is the only chosen one. Everyone else is either ass or obsolete. Yeah, we’re friends, you and I, but be serious - am I honestly irreplaceable? I thought not.
Friends matter, don’t get me wrong, but only in the now and only for as long as they serve their purpose. I have friends who have children the same age as my own. I have friends who like to read the same books that I read. I have friends who drop their kid off at school the same time I drop mine off. These are good people (with a healthy serving of ass*) who I may like but am not committed to. And they can up sticks any time they like, I won’t care.
*this includes me. I do not deny that to others I am as much ass as they are to me.
Secretly, I might care and that’s why I am in huff to begin with but I’ll never admit it. Instead I am going to denounce the world at large and take to my bed in (melo)dramatic fashion. I feel like being sixteen today. This is my party and I’ll be a bitch if I want to.
Not that i don’t want you to have a lovely day. Have all the lovely you like. Just make sure you take it with you when you go. I’ve got a thing going on and I don’t need it messed with, got it?
All my love,

buffi said,
April 22, 2008 @ 4:05 pm
Methinks that someone needs a glass of wine. Other than me, of course.
Dan, get on that, will ya?
jenski said,
April 22, 2008 @ 9:56 pm
I hate people in general. Seriously (only not really). It is better to assume all people stink and be pleasantly surprised.
Hope you had that glass of wine Buffi suggested and am still glad you chose Dan. 
Tabor said,
May 2, 2008 @ 6:38 am
A little wine, a little thinking, a long walk…you will be back in the rat race for friendship in no time.